Re: Are the stars right?(Helena/Courage Wolf)
Helena is quick to answer, her voice cutting through the background as she stands beside Jasmine, mixing in an odd musical way with the water. The same thing I've always wanted, to be more. You helped me shape my life to my whims, made the world my playground. Hell, Worlds. But we can't get to our home where I could learn. I'm not whole here, neither are you, so we make due. so for now, I'll settle. We need Gold, we spend so much time trying to find things, and make what coin we need when it's available. I want a big score, the how is irrelevant. I can't pursue my hatred for Malken, or my need for more magic with what we have. I'm so tired of being careful and cautious, of hiding. Back home we were free, so lets try our damnedest to get home. If we can find a way to improve our magic without coin, I'd be just as happy. This whole trip to the wastes has all been for me, and we've profited as a whole. But if we can't gain the power or the means to go home, then what's the point of any of it? I wont live forever in this hell, I refuse. she said, seeming oddly melancholy now.
We could do the same old, a pleasurable agreement of some kind, or even just more games, but is that all just to keep us distracted from the bigger problems? Our growth here is too slow, we can't break free at this rate. Helena finished, revealing her depression at it's source. Her fear of being trapped here in Ravenloft for hundreds of years, if not forever.
