Re: AWMBI - Discussion
The fact that you think I insist that I could do no wrong, and that I completely ignore people's opinions proves to me without a shadow of a doubt that you didn't hear what I said either.
People have gotten so worked up over my mistakes, beginner GM mistakes, as this is my first game
I took Wallpaper's dislike for the creatures to heart, and felt as if I failed in another aspect of the game because of it
I messed up in one scene with Kayi, and it was completely my own fault, as I brought OOC knowledge into action, that ruined what might have been an interesting scene.
None of that was sarcasm, it was the truth. And since I'm sure this kind of superfluous suspicion, and accusations about my intentions would only continue, I'm glad to see you're willing to stop it, at least in some degree. I won't complain.
I have received a lot of learning experiences from all most every member that joined to play in this game. DeMatt and Kayi taught me about how important character development can be, over simple game play mechanics. DeMatt also taught me how to make interesting, and involved NPC's, rather than just have the players go about, and make their own story, while the NPC's give simple answers, and guide them on their way. Keylo helped me learn how to work with the players if their having trouble making their character interesting, via many steam chat sessions. After viewing his side of the story, and seeing just how interesting he wanted Luna to be, it helped us both to form a bond between each other, to work together to make something interesting, rather than bicker and argue about whatever problem either of us had. I was surprised at how well Keylo and I worked together, as I had already grown accustomed to working with players like you, who only seek to find the problem in everything, and address it in the most confrontational, and childish manner, even resorting to insults and curses when they get angry. Keylo, along with a few more substantial figures I've still yet to name in this post, were the core inspiration I had to keep posting, and maybe think about a new, improved sequel. And had you have acted in a more civil manner till the ending of this game, I would have taken up your suggestions for the new game system when I made it. But, seeing as how you pursue the lie that I'm evil, ignorant, and downright disrespectful to the players I wanted to share this game with, rather than keep it to myself as I always did before this, I'm glad to know that away from this game, and me as well, you'll be further away from misery.
Other players, like TheTwo, BurningGold, ToxicShock, Loli, Burnt, Tassadar, and Silthe, have all told me that they enjoyed the game, and some of those people have given suggestions, and asked me questions about certain decisions I've made about the course of the game, which I answered, and they had little problem with. The reason I still bother to get on this computer, give them updates to their threads, is because they tell me they're having fun. Not because I'm getting some kind of a power trip, which I'm assuming you think I wanted from this game, but because of the very first thing that came across my mind when I saw hardly any erotic role playing games like Jumpers, Dark Conception, and GenX around. I thought that because I enjoyed playing these things so much, perhaps I should share it, and you'll have as much fun as me when I play. After hearing you rant, and rage, I realize this was an entirely idiotic idea. Thinking just the game would satisfy, and everyone would be happy. Thinking that even though I had no experience, and would likely be terrible, perhaps some people would enjoy it for what it is,
a simple, fucking, game. And while you give my game more credit than it deserves by telling me to go fuck myself, I'm glad to see you've made the decision to evade anymore drama by leaving. While I, and several others will miss you, we can't stop you in your pursuit of happiness.
And if my personality is something that gets in the way of that, I'm terribly sorry.