Re: Chapter 5 Home is where the Heart is (Ubberific) GMed by ranger
Rikke remained seated on the bed, her legs now crossed over as she'd smile nostalgically "To see my friends again, to see Jess... I'd like that. Very much..." the girl looked outside the very window she leapt out, still sitting on the bed "But... if I do return to Endus, to the chorus, to the statues and to the fame. I would no doubt be regailed as almost a goddess, the heroine that came back from the dead." she'd snicker and sigh lightly, still keeping a smile "Once again, I'd be the hero and inspiration to some, an example for everyone to follow."
Rikke turned her gaze to Red Dog "Believe it or not, Red. I've never done what I did for fame, glory or riches. I've always been just a overly curious thief or a kind adventurer, but eventually I got mixed up in grander and grander things. First it was just a rescue of a house, which in turn became my own family." she'd snicker "It was the first time I was regailed a hero, but it was just among us. I could still be my own imperfect self, since it was just among us." she'd continue "Without even realizing it, later I'd get wrapped up in a civil war against corruption and demons, earning the title of a Heroine across a whole region. This was in Endus, Red."
"Already then I had people starting to shower me with titles, people that looked up to me... I couldn't let them down, not when so much hanged on my actions. Not when so many eyes were on me... I couldn't show my imperfections anymore."
"Then, there was a tale of a rescue. One that the bards may have never sung, where my rescue turned into the act of killing a tyranical being. A creature of immense power and darkness..."
"You likely heard the other stories as well, but... I'm glad I'm a hero to people, but... breaking away, just doing something I enjoy. I myself seek out or get messed up into, it's then I really do feel like myself. It's when I can be me, not this ideal pure hero. I don't have to lead by example, altering what I do just because far too much weighted on me, far too many looked to me."
"When I'm the hero of Endus, the revered figure again... I could never sneak onboard a pirate ship to perhaps attempt to er... borrow some items, I'd not have a genie suddenly capture me. I'd have to be someone else... I don't want that again."
"It's why I don't want to return to Endus. Not because I'm not happy about what awaits me, nor because I don't want to see Jessica and my friends. It's just, since I've a chance I want to stay free of the burdens I've carried for so long. I have to take... atleast for a while."