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Re: Vengeance or Reconciliation? (Termite)
The closeness and teasing told Alex all she needed to know as she felt Aes shifting atop her, but once that hand landed on her exposed rear all she could give was a sharp gasp that actually shuddered as that hand laid its claim upon the dragon's shapely ass. There wasn't anything else that Alex could offer, not with Aes feeling both so very familiar as both herself and as the man she pretended to be.
But even as the demoness lined herself to perfectly impale what was rightfully hers one that hand started trailing up Alex's body. It glided over her flesh, those fingers caressing and teasing the conquered beasts flesh until they finally came to a rest upon her neck, and once it did Alex simply froze. She'd never had anyone lay such a possessive claim over her, not even in those few moments when she'd practically thrown herself into Roko's arms, but as those fingers settled over her throat she couldn't bring herself to do anything. She could feel the strength in them, how easily they could simply choke the dragoness with nothing more than their firm grip, and all she could do was hold her breath and wonder why her sex was suddenly burning. It felt like it was practically screaming to be filled, to consume the prick that was sitting oh so near, but even if it only took a small shift on her part Alex couldn't get herself to move even the slightest of inches. All she could do was sit and wait while that hand gently yet firmly turned her head to the side, her Mate's lip trailing over her exposed neck and jaw, and once they finally stole their first kiss all she could do was moan into her love's mouth as Aes starting easing herself into Alex's drooling folds.
Aescila's advance came to a stop as only that first inch entered the dragon's depths, and though Alex wanted, no, needed more all she could do was sit and whine into the mouth that held her still. As she was kissed a part of her expected Aes to reach into her own mouth with that agile little tongue the demon so loved to use, but this time it was flat and thick. It slid against her own and simply attacked, the skill and grace she'd come to know from her angel replaced by the direct and aggressive stance that was so decidedly masculine that she couldn't help but picture Haedrin bearing down on her. That itself became a temptation, and though a part of Alex fought against it there was no longer any holding back. She simply closed her eyes and gave in, and as her tongue finally started to dance under her partner's lead all she could see was the man her body so desperately wanted.
That total act of submission was rewarded a moment later. Alex felt her fantasy push his way forward, his girth suddenly filling her entirely, larger than she was accustomed to as he gracefully slammed himself against her deepest depths, and though there was a touch of discomfort it was completely drowned by the pleasure of feeling him drag against every inch of her needy sex while he pulled out and gave yet another powerful thrust. His grunted moans were soon joined by her own, and as he pulled back for a third she could feel his primal yet controlled lust pushing him to bury himself as deep as he could and fill his student with his broiling seed.
By that point Alex was so far gone that only the very corners of her mind could recognize the display of skill that belonged to Aes and Aes alone, and even then there was no hope it would ever reach that base animalistic need that now had its claws thoroughly entrenched within the dragon's soul. All she could focus on was the way Haedrin started rutting her, how he held his own animal at bay while he started to pound into her, how his sheer physical presence held her down even while his hands were merely bracing himself against the ground so he could fill her again and again and leave her unable to do anything more than clutch at the grass beneath her hands and beg for more. With every push she could feel him leaving a taste of himself behind, a drop of pre splashing against and past her cervix and promising that when he exploded he was going to fill her until she felt ready to burst.
Alex could feel it would happen soon. She could sense his need to release his flood into her depths just as badly as she wanted to feel him stuffing her. But he held back. He kept his climax at bay and simply pounded her for pleasure's sake. It quickly brought her up to his level, her body's hunger growing with each strike of pleasure Haedrin forced into her body until she felt she would scream if he didn't give her what she wanted, and it only took a couple more thrusts until that desire was finally fulfilled. She felt him throb, his length expanding within her as her prepared to fire, and that was more than enough to set her off as she felt him slam against her inner depths one final time. As his first wave struck her walls were already pulsing against him, their contractions pulling him deeper and encouraging him to release everything he had. He flooded her, that liquid fire clenching the thirst he inspired, and all Alex could do was shudder and moan into their shared kiss, a perfect match for his own while each of hers was punctuated by another spurt into her quickly filling depths.
That glorious descent into sexual madness lasted for gods knew how long, but no matter how long it did it simply couldn't last forever. As Haedrin started dribbling the last of his release into Alex she felt him change. That thick, strong tongue of his lengthened and wrapped itself around her own, and though she recognized it for what it was it was the shift in that domineering grip that finally broke that fantasy. The strength that had held her down became grace, and Aescila's fingers only held Alex's chin with only the slightest touch as their kiss came to an end. Her question of whether Alex enjoyed herself or not was nothing more than a tease considering how Alex completely gave in, but when she shifted within the dragon's pussy all Alex could do was groan as just that tiny shift was nearly too much to bear.
But that wasn't the end of things. Aes's voice rose once more, and though it was still her own it shifted just enough to carry the hint of that masculinity that left Alex descending into her fantasies. The wingless angel asked if Alex needed more, if that desire she held for Haedrin had yet to be quenched, and true to herself Aes was more than willing to help Alex overcome her little problem. It was a question that seemed to stir something deep within Alex, something that urged her to answer, and though her voice was quiet and subdued just as her body remained the hint of eagerness behind it would tell the demon all she needed to know. "Whatever you want..."
Angelle wasn't the only one who appreciated the extra bit of comfort, especially not after revealing a small part of how cruel her uncle had been to her mother, but that moment was quickly interrupted by a rather familiar cry. It appeared Anowyn had enough of being coddled, and her hunger was demanding action. Alex could already feel her body preparing to feed her newborn child, and as her immediate family started to pull away she took in a small breath to give out a somewhat tired but relaxed sigh.
But it never came.
Her vision simply shattered, the breath she took remaining locked in place as her mind was pulled in thousands of directions at the same time, and it was all simply too much. Alex simply shut down an instant later, her body locking itself in place, and she was treated to a rather discomforting darkness that could only be oblivion.
But before she could wonder what the hell was happening or why her head still hurt so damned much in the face of nothingness her vision returned. It opened onto a scene she'd never dreamed possible, one where she stood over Aescila in complete and total dominance. One where she was armed for battle and utterly determined as Celestial Nail rose into the air. There was something different about this version of Alex, but that small change was nothing compared to the outright malevolence that had come over Aes. It made her look like some other creature had simply taken her body, and that must have been true since the raised sword fell and lopped off the angel's head in one final cut.
There had to be something wrong. There was no way Alex would simply slaughter her Mate like that, and as if in answer the scene itself reset. Other Alex loomed over Aes once more, her sword raised to deliver the killing blow, but instead of the outright hate the angel had showed earlier this Aescila showed fear. There was still something wrong with her, some sense of change that meant the Aes she knew no longer lived within that body, but something must have remained. Words were exchanged, each lost over whatever distance Original Alex was looking through, and a moment later Other Alex offered a hand to her her changed lover. She helped the angel to her feet, and she payed the price. Aes lunged in that opening, and before Other Alex could offer any kind of defense her soul was simply ripped to shreds as the former demon locked their lips together and stole every bit of energy she could. The once mighty dragon was laid helpless, unable to muster anything more than a look of betrayal behind her nearly empty eyes, and as the dark angel descended the True Alex was given a front row seat to her own destruction. Aescila's hands fell upon the body it knew so well, expertly caressing it through even that layer of armor, and the last Alex saw of herself was full terror as those lips sealed against her other self one final time. The ties that anchored her soul to her body were simply severed as easily as an errant string, her core left open and bare to even the slightest of touches, and with one pull Aescila simply swallowed, consumed, and utterly destroyed everything Alex had ever been. She saw herself utterly annihilated, her own lover managing what Acrasia herself had tried a few days earlier, and though that same mad glint could be seen within Aes the sense of victory behind it made it all that much worse.
The true dragoness was left stunned and shocked, enough so that she would have groaned if she could once the reset restarted a third time. She found herself betrayed anew, her body just as helpless as the last, but as those wings spread to deliver the angel and her final blow a ray of light burst into that descending body and blew it away from the downed woman. A moment later Angelle stepped into view, and if Alex had been struck by how Aescila had changed then Angelle was a complete and total shock. The child had matured into a full woman, the innocence and the naivety she showed now completely lost now that she was an adult, and even over whatever distance this happened Alex could feel the nearly overwhelming power that was fully under her daughter's control. And a few moments later it was brought forth. A few words were exchanged, these also lost amid the gulf of time and the countless other voices that leaked through Alex's mind, and with a look of finality Angelle called forth the Black Dragon. The sheer magnitude of his strength was staggering. Alex hadn't even considered calling on such an overwhelming power, yet Angelle did it with such an ease that it left the former Aescila scrambling to raise her own meager defense. The Dragon itself was a creature that completely obliterated any barrier its prey could call, but when those two powers met that barrier held. In fact it did more. It tried to turn the Dragon's path, send it back to its summoner, force it to betray its user, and if given a chance it would do so without the least bit of regret. But in contests such as these the will of the combatants reigned supreme, and though Aes fought for survival Angelle was determined to prevent this tragedy from going any further. The Dragon was returned to its path, and once that final wall crumbled Alex bore witness to a scream that tore across space and time and filled her with a sense of dread and loss the likes of which she never would have dreamed.
By this point Alex had muddled through all those scenarios, and some part of her must have realized the truth since she wondered if this was the kind of horror all the angels went through when their Insight finally kicked in. But before she could even wonder how the hell she could prevent any of those from happening a fourth vision came to life. It pulled away from the three sights of death, and as it did the threads leading to those tragedies split and frayed and ran through countless other possibilities before they started to converge. A fourth presented itself, and there Alex found Darkness. Death. Madness. The world itself had been consumed, transformed into something that made the few glimpses of Hell she'd gleaned from Aes seem like Paradise. And they all somehow sprang from one point. The circumstances that led to each were lost, but one thing was made painfully clear. Aes could not be told. Knowledge of this future could never reach her, and if it did then one of those tragedies would be locked without any hope for redemption.
With that Alex's glimpse into the future came to an end, and she found Aes rising as if nothing had ever happened. Ria had noticed absolutely nothing as she handed her daughter to the angel, and as Aes returned and offered the girl to Alex the dragon saw that Aes was just as clueless as the massive oni. Only Angelle remained where she was, her face a mask of fixated horror that perfectly matched the same that Alex felt inside, and when her own piece of Dina's Insight brushed against its sister found within Angelle the dragon knew that her eldest daughter had seen the exact same thing she had.
For a moment Alex didn't know how to take this, but with Aes asking her question and both she and Ria showing concern she couldn't ponder how and why that happened. That brought a panic into the dragoness, one she hoped remained hidden as she turned to Angelle and saw the girl was still having trouble keeping that revelation concealed. That look itself had to be making Aes curious, and if she pried then Angelle would most likely reveal what had to be kept secret at all cost. She struggled to find some solution to throw that concern elsewhere, but as she pondered revealing how their Insights had reacted to each other a clear sense of danger washed over her. Even hinting at that felt like it would lock them into one of those deadly futures. But how else could she explain the look in their daughter's eyes?
"I..." For a second or two Alex herself looked completely lost. But then a bit of concern seeped into her face as she wondered if maybe she could brush it off as something else. "Aes, you know how I kinda... connected with Angelle when we were with Ria?" She needed to act fast, to drive her vision down into a place where Aes wouldn't look. "We kinda connected like you and I did during our first time together." Alex looked a little sheepish as if shamed or embarrassed to be revealing this, and in truth she was. She was going to reveal something to Angelle and Ria that she never would have given how a child had just been born, but sometimes one had to take drastic measures to protect another. "I think a little ghost of that was lingering just now. I started thinking about that day, and so was she, and I guess we kinda synchronized. I think she caught a glimpse of my sister holding me upside down for my 'lesson'... But I don't think she saw any of the bloody part..." But she just couldn't come out and say it. It just didn't feel right to reopen that wound so casually. She never did, not even with Aes, and her Mate knew exactly what kind of pain Alex had gone through.
She had no idea if that would be enough or not. She was gambling heavily, hoping that Aes's concern and knowledge of the past would keep her from prying to deeply until Alex had a chance to help both herself and her daughter bury the knowledge of the future where the angel couldn't easily reach. She hoped there were enough distractions for it, what with the birth and the baby and the impending feeding and Ria's presence, and after a bit Alex wondered if maybe she needed to simply dive in head first into her pain to keep her family safe. It was actually scaring her how she was so quickly coming to that kind of decision, but again, she needed to keep her family safe. "Ria, sit down for a second." She just wished she knew if this was the right path to take or not. "There's a rather large skeleton in my closet. It's something extremely personal, something I've only shared with my Mate. I think I may need to share it with Angelle since she caught a glimpse of it, but before I do I need to know something. From you." At that she gathered herself and set all her attention on Ria. If she was going to do this then she would do it properly. "I'd like to know how involved with my family you wish to be. You've already proven your worth to me, and Anowyn here is proof of it." By then the baby was already nursing, and Alex gave her a small look of affection along with a light touch before returning to Ria. "I'll most likely tell her about this when she's old enough, and if I do then you should know before she does. I'm willing to welcome you into our fold with open arms, but before I can I need to know that you're just as willing. Are you?"
~~~ The Second Day ~~~
The closeness and teasing told Alex all she needed to know as she felt Aes shifting atop her, but once that hand landed on her exposed rear all she could give was a sharp gasp that actually shuddered as that hand laid its claim upon the dragon's shapely ass. There wasn't anything else that Alex could offer, not with Aes feeling both so very familiar as both herself and as the man she pretended to be.
But even as the demoness lined herself to perfectly impale what was rightfully hers one that hand started trailing up Alex's body. It glided over her flesh, those fingers caressing and teasing the conquered beasts flesh until they finally came to a rest upon her neck, and once it did Alex simply froze. She'd never had anyone lay such a possessive claim over her, not even in those few moments when she'd practically thrown herself into Roko's arms, but as those fingers settled over her throat she couldn't bring herself to do anything. She could feel the strength in them, how easily they could simply choke the dragoness with nothing more than their firm grip, and all she could do was hold her breath and wonder why her sex was suddenly burning. It felt like it was practically screaming to be filled, to consume the prick that was sitting oh so near, but even if it only took a small shift on her part Alex couldn't get herself to move even the slightest of inches. All she could do was sit and wait while that hand gently yet firmly turned her head to the side, her Mate's lip trailing over her exposed neck and jaw, and once they finally stole their first kiss all she could do was moan into her love's mouth as Aes starting easing herself into Alex's drooling folds.
Aescila's advance came to a stop as only that first inch entered the dragon's depths, and though Alex wanted, no, needed more all she could do was sit and whine into the mouth that held her still. As she was kissed a part of her expected Aes to reach into her own mouth with that agile little tongue the demon so loved to use, but this time it was flat and thick. It slid against her own and simply attacked, the skill and grace she'd come to know from her angel replaced by the direct and aggressive stance that was so decidedly masculine that she couldn't help but picture Haedrin bearing down on her. That itself became a temptation, and though a part of Alex fought against it there was no longer any holding back. She simply closed her eyes and gave in, and as her tongue finally started to dance under her partner's lead all she could see was the man her body so desperately wanted.
That total act of submission was rewarded a moment later. Alex felt her fantasy push his way forward, his girth suddenly filling her entirely, larger than she was accustomed to as he gracefully slammed himself against her deepest depths, and though there was a touch of discomfort it was completely drowned by the pleasure of feeling him drag against every inch of her needy sex while he pulled out and gave yet another powerful thrust. His grunted moans were soon joined by her own, and as he pulled back for a third she could feel his primal yet controlled lust pushing him to bury himself as deep as he could and fill his student with his broiling seed.
By that point Alex was so far gone that only the very corners of her mind could recognize the display of skill that belonged to Aes and Aes alone, and even then there was no hope it would ever reach that base animalistic need that now had its claws thoroughly entrenched within the dragon's soul. All she could focus on was the way Haedrin started rutting her, how he held his own animal at bay while he started to pound into her, how his sheer physical presence held her down even while his hands were merely bracing himself against the ground so he could fill her again and again and leave her unable to do anything more than clutch at the grass beneath her hands and beg for more. With every push she could feel him leaving a taste of himself behind, a drop of pre splashing against and past her cervix and promising that when he exploded he was going to fill her until she felt ready to burst.
Alex could feel it would happen soon. She could sense his need to release his flood into her depths just as badly as she wanted to feel him stuffing her. But he held back. He kept his climax at bay and simply pounded her for pleasure's sake. It quickly brought her up to his level, her body's hunger growing with each strike of pleasure Haedrin forced into her body until she felt she would scream if he didn't give her what she wanted, and it only took a couple more thrusts until that desire was finally fulfilled. She felt him throb, his length expanding within her as her prepared to fire, and that was more than enough to set her off as she felt him slam against her inner depths one final time. As his first wave struck her walls were already pulsing against him, their contractions pulling him deeper and encouraging him to release everything he had. He flooded her, that liquid fire clenching the thirst he inspired, and all Alex could do was shudder and moan into their shared kiss, a perfect match for his own while each of hers was punctuated by another spurt into her quickly filling depths.
That glorious descent into sexual madness lasted for gods knew how long, but no matter how long it did it simply couldn't last forever. As Haedrin started dribbling the last of his release into Alex she felt him change. That thick, strong tongue of his lengthened and wrapped itself around her own, and though she recognized it for what it was it was the shift in that domineering grip that finally broke that fantasy. The strength that had held her down became grace, and Aescila's fingers only held Alex's chin with only the slightest touch as their kiss came to an end. Her question of whether Alex enjoyed herself or not was nothing more than a tease considering how Alex completely gave in, but when she shifted within the dragon's pussy all Alex could do was groan as just that tiny shift was nearly too much to bear.
But that wasn't the end of things. Aes's voice rose once more, and though it was still her own it shifted just enough to carry the hint of that masculinity that left Alex descending into her fantasies. The wingless angel asked if Alex needed more, if that desire she held for Haedrin had yet to be quenched, and true to herself Aes was more than willing to help Alex overcome her little problem. It was a question that seemed to stir something deep within Alex, something that urged her to answer, and though her voice was quiet and subdued just as her body remained the hint of eagerness behind it would tell the demon all she needed to know. "Whatever you want..."
Back when Alex finally transferred from DG2 to DG3 you offered to let me add any further flaws to her. I considered adding Fetish (Submission) but convinced myself against it. I think it would be a good time to add it now if that's okay.
~~~ The Fifth Day ~~~
Angelle wasn't the only one who appreciated the extra bit of comfort, especially not after revealing a small part of how cruel her uncle had been to her mother, but that moment was quickly interrupted by a rather familiar cry. It appeared Anowyn had enough of being coddled, and her hunger was demanding action. Alex could already feel her body preparing to feed her newborn child, and as her immediate family started to pull away she took in a small breath to give out a somewhat tired but relaxed sigh.
But it never came.
Her vision simply shattered, the breath she took remaining locked in place as her mind was pulled in thousands of directions at the same time, and it was all simply too much. Alex simply shut down an instant later, her body locking itself in place, and she was treated to a rather discomforting darkness that could only be oblivion.
But before she could wonder what the hell was happening or why her head still hurt so damned much in the face of nothingness her vision returned. It opened onto a scene she'd never dreamed possible, one where she stood over Aescila in complete and total dominance. One where she was armed for battle and utterly determined as Celestial Nail rose into the air. There was something different about this version of Alex, but that small change was nothing compared to the outright malevolence that had come over Aes. It made her look like some other creature had simply taken her body, and that must have been true since the raised sword fell and lopped off the angel's head in one final cut.
There had to be something wrong. There was no way Alex would simply slaughter her Mate like that, and as if in answer the scene itself reset. Other Alex loomed over Aes once more, her sword raised to deliver the killing blow, but instead of the outright hate the angel had showed earlier this Aescila showed fear. There was still something wrong with her, some sense of change that meant the Aes she knew no longer lived within that body, but something must have remained. Words were exchanged, each lost over whatever distance Original Alex was looking through, and a moment later Other Alex offered a hand to her her changed lover. She helped the angel to her feet, and she payed the price. Aes lunged in that opening, and before Other Alex could offer any kind of defense her soul was simply ripped to shreds as the former demon locked their lips together and stole every bit of energy she could. The once mighty dragon was laid helpless, unable to muster anything more than a look of betrayal behind her nearly empty eyes, and as the dark angel descended the True Alex was given a front row seat to her own destruction. Aescila's hands fell upon the body it knew so well, expertly caressing it through even that layer of armor, and the last Alex saw of herself was full terror as those lips sealed against her other self one final time. The ties that anchored her soul to her body were simply severed as easily as an errant string, her core left open and bare to even the slightest of touches, and with one pull Aescila simply swallowed, consumed, and utterly destroyed everything Alex had ever been. She saw herself utterly annihilated, her own lover managing what Acrasia herself had tried a few days earlier, and though that same mad glint could be seen within Aes the sense of victory behind it made it all that much worse.
The true dragoness was left stunned and shocked, enough so that she would have groaned if she could once the reset restarted a third time. She found herself betrayed anew, her body just as helpless as the last, but as those wings spread to deliver the angel and her final blow a ray of light burst into that descending body and blew it away from the downed woman. A moment later Angelle stepped into view, and if Alex had been struck by how Aescila had changed then Angelle was a complete and total shock. The child had matured into a full woman, the innocence and the naivety she showed now completely lost now that she was an adult, and even over whatever distance this happened Alex could feel the nearly overwhelming power that was fully under her daughter's control. And a few moments later it was brought forth. A few words were exchanged, these also lost amid the gulf of time and the countless other voices that leaked through Alex's mind, and with a look of finality Angelle called forth the Black Dragon. The sheer magnitude of his strength was staggering. Alex hadn't even considered calling on such an overwhelming power, yet Angelle did it with such an ease that it left the former Aescila scrambling to raise her own meager defense. The Dragon itself was a creature that completely obliterated any barrier its prey could call, but when those two powers met that barrier held. In fact it did more. It tried to turn the Dragon's path, send it back to its summoner, force it to betray its user, and if given a chance it would do so without the least bit of regret. But in contests such as these the will of the combatants reigned supreme, and though Aes fought for survival Angelle was determined to prevent this tragedy from going any further. The Dragon was returned to its path, and once that final wall crumbled Alex bore witness to a scream that tore across space and time and filled her with a sense of dread and loss the likes of which she never would have dreamed.
By this point Alex had muddled through all those scenarios, and some part of her must have realized the truth since she wondered if this was the kind of horror all the angels went through when their Insight finally kicked in. But before she could even wonder how the hell she could prevent any of those from happening a fourth vision came to life. It pulled away from the three sights of death, and as it did the threads leading to those tragedies split and frayed and ran through countless other possibilities before they started to converge. A fourth presented itself, and there Alex found Darkness. Death. Madness. The world itself had been consumed, transformed into something that made the few glimpses of Hell she'd gleaned from Aes seem like Paradise. And they all somehow sprang from one point. The circumstances that led to each were lost, but one thing was made painfully clear. Aes could not be told. Knowledge of this future could never reach her, and if it did then one of those tragedies would be locked without any hope for redemption.
With that Alex's glimpse into the future came to an end, and she found Aes rising as if nothing had ever happened. Ria had noticed absolutely nothing as she handed her daughter to the angel, and as Aes returned and offered the girl to Alex the dragon saw that Aes was just as clueless as the massive oni. Only Angelle remained where she was, her face a mask of fixated horror that perfectly matched the same that Alex felt inside, and when her own piece of Dina's Insight brushed against its sister found within Angelle the dragon knew that her eldest daughter had seen the exact same thing she had.
For a moment Alex didn't know how to take this, but with Aes asking her question and both she and Ria showing concern she couldn't ponder how and why that happened. That brought a panic into the dragoness, one she hoped remained hidden as she turned to Angelle and saw the girl was still having trouble keeping that revelation concealed. That look itself had to be making Aes curious, and if she pried then Angelle would most likely reveal what had to be kept secret at all cost. She struggled to find some solution to throw that concern elsewhere, but as she pondered revealing how their Insights had reacted to each other a clear sense of danger washed over her. Even hinting at that felt like it would lock them into one of those deadly futures. But how else could she explain the look in their daughter's eyes?
"I..." For a second or two Alex herself looked completely lost. But then a bit of concern seeped into her face as she wondered if maybe she could brush it off as something else. "Aes, you know how I kinda... connected with Angelle when we were with Ria?" She needed to act fast, to drive her vision down into a place where Aes wouldn't look. "We kinda connected like you and I did during our first time together." Alex looked a little sheepish as if shamed or embarrassed to be revealing this, and in truth she was. She was going to reveal something to Angelle and Ria that she never would have given how a child had just been born, but sometimes one had to take drastic measures to protect another. "I think a little ghost of that was lingering just now. I started thinking about that day, and so was she, and I guess we kinda synchronized. I think she caught a glimpse of my sister holding me upside down for my 'lesson'... But I don't think she saw any of the bloody part..." But she just couldn't come out and say it. It just didn't feel right to reopen that wound so casually. She never did, not even with Aes, and her Mate knew exactly what kind of pain Alex had gone through.
She had no idea if that would be enough or not. She was gambling heavily, hoping that Aes's concern and knowledge of the past would keep her from prying to deeply until Alex had a chance to help both herself and her daughter bury the knowledge of the future where the angel couldn't easily reach. She hoped there were enough distractions for it, what with the birth and the baby and the impending feeding and Ria's presence, and after a bit Alex wondered if maybe she needed to simply dive in head first into her pain to keep her family safe. It was actually scaring her how she was so quickly coming to that kind of decision, but again, she needed to keep her family safe. "Ria, sit down for a second." She just wished she knew if this was the right path to take or not. "There's a rather large skeleton in my closet. It's something extremely personal, something I've only shared with my Mate. I think I may need to share it with Angelle since she caught a glimpse of it, but before I do I need to know something. From you." At that she gathered herself and set all her attention on Ria. If she was going to do this then she would do it properly. "I'd like to know how involved with my family you wish to be. You've already proven your worth to me, and Anowyn here is proof of it." By then the baby was already nursing, and Alex gave her a small look of affection along with a light touch before returning to Ria. "I'll most likely tell her about this when she's old enough, and if I do then you should know before she does. I'm willing to welcome you into our fold with open arms, but before I can I need to know that you're just as willing. Are you?"