shotgungunshot
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Re: City of Justice (Shotgungunshot/Pervy)
MA couldn't completely wrap her head around what her one love was saying to her, unable to believe she considered her own sacrifice wrong. "My love, you know as well as I do that Armageddon would've torn this planet to pieces had you not... done that. No one but you could've stopped them." Those weren't just empty words, those were the only facts that had kept MA from going completely insane, knowing that the loss of the one that she loved wasn't in vain. "I know that I have changed... Because I needed to keep the Council together after you passed... But I am not you... there was only so much I could do... only so many decisions I could stop. Do you think I ENJOY being called 'Mistress' now? It is an insult to everything you had taught me... but they would not address me as anything else, and would near ignore me if I didn't refer to them the same." She had never been as strong as their greatest heroine... but she had to fill the role as best she could, trying to be a moral grounding for the Council, but just not having the same convincing nature that Deva had... in fact, she could barely keep pace with MM when things started going. "I can change... they can change as well... They just need the moral grounding that they had relied on for so long... They need YOU. They don't need a group that enslaves their wills and leaves them without any choice, robbing them of any chance of proving their own morality. That is not teaching or guiding, that is full control. We may have foolishly called ourselves 'Mistresses' but THEY want to actually be Mistresses of an entire legion of slaves..." Though it was certainly hurting her resolve to hear the very person that had taught her these values arguing against them. She had built her entire view of the world off of the woman that had always been more heroic than her... and now she was confused, scared, sad, and hopeful all at the same time...
Which is why she wasn't ready when she was suddenly rushed, flinching in preparation for the strike... when her tears were just wiped away. "People may have feared you... but they respected you and your devotion to what was right. LM was honest about it... but even she admitted that you were stronger than the rest of them in resolve, in dedication. Even with her arrogance, she admitted you were the greatest thing the Society could ever hope for..." She spoke, honest belief in her voice, wanting nothing more than to convince her to come back... tears coming again as she worried she was failing to do that. "You held us together... Come back to us and we can fix it all again..."
"Two poor options are both wrong... When neither is right you create third option... Prove those weren't just empty words, my Love... God's Hand and evil are both poor options... Help me make a third and come fix the society... We don't have to fight... We are not too far gone that you wouldn't help fix it..." She continued to plea and beg, not sure if she could truly handle fighting her love. And it was even worse now that she felt herself being embraced... unable to help herself but hug her back as they spoke to each other. Then her words struck a chord in her, she had never been able to truly be with her love, both of them worrying about what might happen if they did. They had known they loved each other, but MA had never been able to actually be with her... And hearing her say it was possible now... it really worked against her own resolve. "I... I wept for weeks when you were gone... At that very moment I realized how much I wanted to be with you... how much I didn't care about any dangers it caused me... but by that point you were gone..." No matter how strong she was, it didn't matter as she welcomed the kiss, having wanted that for years and years, shuddering a little. But then she pulled away for a moment, realizing something that was said and looking confused. "Lota? Is that my na-"
Suddenly a searing, agonizing pain shot through MA, focusing mostly in her head, the worst possible headache she'd ever experienced. She screamed out in pain, grabbing her head as the pain completely overwhelmed her. A few years back, a good while after Deva had died, the Council had decided that, as a security measure, their real names would be completely erased from history. Anyone that knew their true names had their memory wiped, including themselves, all documentation with their name was edited... no one else in the entire world knew her name, only Deva. And now that the memory started to form, searing pain shot through MA as the memory was literally burned out of her brain. True names had power, and so the Council had enacted this measure as a defense against things like that. In fact, MA had voted in agreement to it... because MM had sold it to her as a way to honor Deva, as no one had ever known her true name, not even herself, and playing off her grief and love had gotten her to agree to the measure. After a few moments, the pain would pass and she calmed down, going back to normal and looking at her. "Please... Don't say my name again... Whatever it is... I CAN'T know it..." She said, unable to remember it at all now that the pain had passed.
MA couldn't completely wrap her head around what her one love was saying to her, unable to believe she considered her own sacrifice wrong. "My love, you know as well as I do that Armageddon would've torn this planet to pieces had you not... done that. No one but you could've stopped them." Those weren't just empty words, those were the only facts that had kept MA from going completely insane, knowing that the loss of the one that she loved wasn't in vain. "I know that I have changed... Because I needed to keep the Council together after you passed... But I am not you... there was only so much I could do... only so many decisions I could stop. Do you think I ENJOY being called 'Mistress' now? It is an insult to everything you had taught me... but they would not address me as anything else, and would near ignore me if I didn't refer to them the same." She had never been as strong as their greatest heroine... but she had to fill the role as best she could, trying to be a moral grounding for the Council, but just not having the same convincing nature that Deva had... in fact, she could barely keep pace with MM when things started going. "I can change... they can change as well... They just need the moral grounding that they had relied on for so long... They need YOU. They don't need a group that enslaves their wills and leaves them without any choice, robbing them of any chance of proving their own morality. That is not teaching or guiding, that is full control. We may have foolishly called ourselves 'Mistresses' but THEY want to actually be Mistresses of an entire legion of slaves..." Though it was certainly hurting her resolve to hear the very person that had taught her these values arguing against them. She had built her entire view of the world off of the woman that had always been more heroic than her... and now she was confused, scared, sad, and hopeful all at the same time...
Which is why she wasn't ready when she was suddenly rushed, flinching in preparation for the strike... when her tears were just wiped away. "People may have feared you... but they respected you and your devotion to what was right. LM was honest about it... but even she admitted that you were stronger than the rest of them in resolve, in dedication. Even with her arrogance, she admitted you were the greatest thing the Society could ever hope for..." She spoke, honest belief in her voice, wanting nothing more than to convince her to come back... tears coming again as she worried she was failing to do that. "You held us together... Come back to us and we can fix it all again..."
"Two poor options are both wrong... When neither is right you create third option... Prove those weren't just empty words, my Love... God's Hand and evil are both poor options... Help me make a third and come fix the society... We don't have to fight... We are not too far gone that you wouldn't help fix it..." She continued to plea and beg, not sure if she could truly handle fighting her love. And it was even worse now that she felt herself being embraced... unable to help herself but hug her back as they spoke to each other. Then her words struck a chord in her, she had never been able to truly be with her love, both of them worrying about what might happen if they did. They had known they loved each other, but MA had never been able to actually be with her... And hearing her say it was possible now... it really worked against her own resolve. "I... I wept for weeks when you were gone... At that very moment I realized how much I wanted to be with you... how much I didn't care about any dangers it caused me... but by that point you were gone..." No matter how strong she was, it didn't matter as she welcomed the kiss, having wanted that for years and years, shuddering a little. But then she pulled away for a moment, realizing something that was said and looking confused. "Lota? Is that my na-"
Suddenly a searing, agonizing pain shot through MA, focusing mostly in her head, the worst possible headache she'd ever experienced. She screamed out in pain, grabbing her head as the pain completely overwhelmed her. A few years back, a good while after Deva had died, the Council had decided that, as a security measure, their real names would be completely erased from history. Anyone that knew their true names had their memory wiped, including themselves, all documentation with their name was edited... no one else in the entire world knew her name, only Deva. And now that the memory started to form, searing pain shot through MA as the memory was literally burned out of her brain. True names had power, and so the Council had enacted this measure as a defense against things like that. In fact, MA had voted in agreement to it... because MM had sold it to her as a way to honor Deva, as no one had ever known her true name, not even herself, and playing off her grief and love had gotten her to agree to the measure. After a few moments, the pain would pass and she calmed down, going back to normal and looking at her. "Please... Don't say my name again... Whatever it is... I CAN'T know it..." She said, unable to remember it at all now that the pain had passed.