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Re: Copper's Corner
It had started out simple enough. Anders managed to catch her in the hall, asking if she'd like to sit with him during dinner.
From there, conversation had seemed natural enough. The two of them didn’t exactly get to spend a lot of time together, so taking the opportunity to talk and get to know more about one another didn’t seem so out of place.
Then, running into him in the library wasn’t anything out of the ordinary. He was a mage, after all, and it seemed perfectly normal.
And she was getting better at having him mind her training sessions, not finding him as much of a distraction. It helped that he seemed to be present at many of them, despite the fact that she knew the mages took turns doing so. Still, he would often stay behind to help her tidy up the practice gear, asking her questions about tactics, her favored techniques, and seeming genuinely interested in her way of fighting.
“You’re much more...personal than Nathaniel is,” he remarked. “He prefers his bow.”
“Oh, I do, too,” she replied with a smile. “But the darkspawn don’t always stay far away.”
“Of that I’m well aware,” he chuckled. “Unless, well, I magic them in place.”
“Wynne could do that. Very handy.”
“Wynne? Ah, I remember Wynne! She was always fun to tease. Sharp, too. Gave as good as she got.”
“You knew her from the Tower, then?”
That prompt began several stories of his time actually in the Circle, which prompted more stories of his seven escape attempts, something Elissa had failed to mention. He teased her with the notion he wasn’t telling her everything, which, of course, meant she would have to accept his invitations to carry on their discussions.
Often, they would meet after their evening meal or she would coax them out of him after training. And she wasn’t content to simply be an audience, weaving tales of the Blight or simply sharing stories with a more personal touch whenever the opportunity arose.
It was then she was most comfortable. She was a bard, after all, and entertaining was what she loved to do. But it was different with Anders. Every story she told, be it one she lived or one she knew, he sat and listened to her. It was these times he was actually still, sitting in and taking in every word of them.
One particular evening, they were settled in their usual place in the library: the floor in front of the fireplace. It had started getting chilly in the evenings, so he'd smuggled a blanket out of one of the stores and draped it around her shoulders as he settled beside her.
"You never did answer me," he remarked quietly.
"About what?"
"Well, you told me that you grew up in Orlais, but were born here in Ferelden. You never told me why you came home."
She grew quiet at that, absently pulling the blanket a little tighter around her shoulders. Her attention drifted away from him to a spot on the floor beyond her feet. Months. It had taken months for her to trust Elissa enough with her story and yet, as soon as Anders had asked, she'd wanted to tell him.
What harm could it do? she asked herself. That part of your life is behind you now. And he's been nothing but honest with you.
Not to mention how strange it was, but she felt safe with him almost immediately. Something in her wanted a closeness between the two of them, wanted to know what it would feel like to have his arms around her as he simply held her. A little smile came to her lips as she wondered what his heartbeat would sound like.
"Oh!"
She was suddenly staring down at a pair of fair eyes and a playful smirk. Anders had stretched out and pillowed his head on her lap.
"If you don't want to tell me, I understand. It's just that, well, you were wandering away from me and I thought I should bring you back."
Her fingers settled in his hair, combing her nails lightly along his scalp. "It's not that. It's just..." She sighed, her attention turning downward once more and finding nothing but curiosity and perhaps a touch of worry in those soft eyes. She gave him a smile and took another breath.
"As I've told you, I was once a bard in Orlais. I had a mistress who taught me everything that I needed to know to survive as one..."
By the time her tale was concluded, they'd just about changed positions. Anders was sitting up again and she found herself leaning against him. His arm draped slightly around her back, keeping her close but not holding her to him. She could still slip free, if she truly wanted to. Glancing up, she saw a peculiar smile on his face.
"What are you thinking?"
"Hmm? Oh, nothing too terrible," he chuckled. "Just that if the sisters we had in the Tower had been anything like you, I don't think I'd have tried to run away quite so often."
Leliana felt the blush rising to her cheeks again. "It doesn't bother you?" She hoped to deflect from that with her question.
"What?"
"That I did all those things?"
He brought his hand over, lightly resting it on top of hers. "What we do makes us who we are, Leliana. Every time we make a choice, it changes us a little. Would you be the same woman if you'd made different choices in your life? If you hadn't become a bard, you never would have wound up here in Ferelden. And, well, I can't say that we might not have ever met, because believe me, I thought about running away to Orlais several times," he laughed. "But we wouldn't have met now. Like this." He brought his arm up and draped it lightly across her shoulders.
"And I'm very happy to have met you, Anders." She turned her gaze up to him again.
"Wow, you're the first person that's told me that in a very long time. Usually it's 'You're so frustrating, I could scream' or 'Now what did you do?' or, my personal favorite, the long-suffering sigh. It's amazing how expressive one little gesture can be, isn't it?"
She couldn't help it. Given the expression he was making along with his comments, she started giggling, bringing her hand up to cover her lips. His own came up, drawing it away.
"You should never hide a smile so lovely."
And she found herself smiling, truly smiling, at those words. She'd been taught it wasn't proper to laugh too loudly, but something in his encouragement warmed her. That he noticed her smile spoke a lot for him...and his affect on her, if he could, indeed, make her smile like that.
He lowered their joined hands just in time to have them bumped by something warm and fuzzy. With a meow and a little squeak, Ser Pounce-a-Lot padded into the mage's lap and promptly curled up.
"It looks as though someone else is wanting of your attention," she said with a soft laugh.
One of his brows arched. "Someone else?" A little smile pulled at his lips.
She just smiled in return, tucking a few strands of hair behind her ear. It certainly wasn't lost on her that his eyes followed the gesture before returning to watching her.
"I thought to ask you," he said after a few more minutes of silence, "if you'd be interested in accompanying me to the city. Near as I can recall, you haven't been there yet and Elissa pulled rank on me and is sending me there to take care of a few things. If you're interested. It'll be a journey of a couple of days, but somehow I don't think that's a problem for you." He smiled.
Leliana thought for a moment over the invitation. It would be a good opportunity for her to finally visit Amaranthine proper and, well, though they were going there on what was likely Warden business, she had a feeling that Anders wouldn't be asking if he didn't have something in mind. At least, that's what she was hoping.
"I think I'd like that."
"Really? I'll make the extra preparations, then. I just hope telling you I'm supposed to be leaving tomorrow isn't too soon?"
The sheepish look on his face made her laugh again. "I'll be fine. In fact, given how much I know you love mornings, I'd make a wager that I might even be ready before you."
"Hmm, and what would the wager be?" He was giving her a cocky look, coupled with arched brows.
"As a rule, I never gamble like that among friends, so why don't we keep it simple. The loser has to buy the winner," she thought for a moment, "two drinks."
"You have yourself a wager, my lady." He stuck out his hand and the two of them shook on it. "Come on, Pounce. We'd best turn in early if we're going to win ourselves some free ale."
She found herself laughing at that as well, though he wasn't in a hurry to rush off. Gathering up the kitten in one arm, he held out his hand to her, helping her to her feet and then bending down to pick up the blanket as well.
"See you in the morning, Anders. Bright and early," she teased as they finally parted.
Though it was late, she took a little time to at least begin packing, that way she could give herself a bit of a head start for the morning. Thinking about their playful bet, she couldn't help but giggle to herself as she readied for bed, finding herself too excited to sleep for a time. When she finally did slip into slumber, it was to more smiles and even more playful thoughts.
It had started out simple enough. Anders managed to catch her in the hall, asking if she'd like to sit with him during dinner.
From there, conversation had seemed natural enough. The two of them didn’t exactly get to spend a lot of time together, so taking the opportunity to talk and get to know more about one another didn’t seem so out of place.
Then, running into him in the library wasn’t anything out of the ordinary. He was a mage, after all, and it seemed perfectly normal.
And she was getting better at having him mind her training sessions, not finding him as much of a distraction. It helped that he seemed to be present at many of them, despite the fact that she knew the mages took turns doing so. Still, he would often stay behind to help her tidy up the practice gear, asking her questions about tactics, her favored techniques, and seeming genuinely interested in her way of fighting.
“You’re much more...personal than Nathaniel is,” he remarked. “He prefers his bow.”
“Oh, I do, too,” she replied with a smile. “But the darkspawn don’t always stay far away.”
“Of that I’m well aware,” he chuckled. “Unless, well, I magic them in place.”
“Wynne could do that. Very handy.”
“Wynne? Ah, I remember Wynne! She was always fun to tease. Sharp, too. Gave as good as she got.”
“You knew her from the Tower, then?”
That prompt began several stories of his time actually in the Circle, which prompted more stories of his seven escape attempts, something Elissa had failed to mention. He teased her with the notion he wasn’t telling her everything, which, of course, meant she would have to accept his invitations to carry on their discussions.
Often, they would meet after their evening meal or she would coax them out of him after training. And she wasn’t content to simply be an audience, weaving tales of the Blight or simply sharing stories with a more personal touch whenever the opportunity arose.
It was then she was most comfortable. She was a bard, after all, and entertaining was what she loved to do. But it was different with Anders. Every story she told, be it one she lived or one she knew, he sat and listened to her. It was these times he was actually still, sitting in and taking in every word of them.
One particular evening, they were settled in their usual place in the library: the floor in front of the fireplace. It had started getting chilly in the evenings, so he'd smuggled a blanket out of one of the stores and draped it around her shoulders as he settled beside her.
"You never did answer me," he remarked quietly.
"About what?"
"Well, you told me that you grew up in Orlais, but were born here in Ferelden. You never told me why you came home."
She grew quiet at that, absently pulling the blanket a little tighter around her shoulders. Her attention drifted away from him to a spot on the floor beyond her feet. Months. It had taken months for her to trust Elissa enough with her story and yet, as soon as Anders had asked, she'd wanted to tell him.
What harm could it do? she asked herself. That part of your life is behind you now. And he's been nothing but honest with you.
Not to mention how strange it was, but she felt safe with him almost immediately. Something in her wanted a closeness between the two of them, wanted to know what it would feel like to have his arms around her as he simply held her. A little smile came to her lips as she wondered what his heartbeat would sound like.
"Oh!"
She was suddenly staring down at a pair of fair eyes and a playful smirk. Anders had stretched out and pillowed his head on her lap.
"If you don't want to tell me, I understand. It's just that, well, you were wandering away from me and I thought I should bring you back."
Her fingers settled in his hair, combing her nails lightly along his scalp. "It's not that. It's just..." She sighed, her attention turning downward once more and finding nothing but curiosity and perhaps a touch of worry in those soft eyes. She gave him a smile and took another breath.
"As I've told you, I was once a bard in Orlais. I had a mistress who taught me everything that I needed to know to survive as one..."
By the time her tale was concluded, they'd just about changed positions. Anders was sitting up again and she found herself leaning against him. His arm draped slightly around her back, keeping her close but not holding her to him. She could still slip free, if she truly wanted to. Glancing up, she saw a peculiar smile on his face.
"What are you thinking?"
"Hmm? Oh, nothing too terrible," he chuckled. "Just that if the sisters we had in the Tower had been anything like you, I don't think I'd have tried to run away quite so often."
Leliana felt the blush rising to her cheeks again. "It doesn't bother you?" She hoped to deflect from that with her question.
"What?"
"That I did all those things?"
He brought his hand over, lightly resting it on top of hers. "What we do makes us who we are, Leliana. Every time we make a choice, it changes us a little. Would you be the same woman if you'd made different choices in your life? If you hadn't become a bard, you never would have wound up here in Ferelden. And, well, I can't say that we might not have ever met, because believe me, I thought about running away to Orlais several times," he laughed. "But we wouldn't have met now. Like this." He brought his arm up and draped it lightly across her shoulders.
"And I'm very happy to have met you, Anders." She turned her gaze up to him again.
"Wow, you're the first person that's told me that in a very long time. Usually it's 'You're so frustrating, I could scream' or 'Now what did you do?' or, my personal favorite, the long-suffering sigh. It's amazing how expressive one little gesture can be, isn't it?"
She couldn't help it. Given the expression he was making along with his comments, she started giggling, bringing her hand up to cover her lips. His own came up, drawing it away.
"You should never hide a smile so lovely."
And she found herself smiling, truly smiling, at those words. She'd been taught it wasn't proper to laugh too loudly, but something in his encouragement warmed her. That he noticed her smile spoke a lot for him...and his affect on her, if he could, indeed, make her smile like that.
He lowered their joined hands just in time to have them bumped by something warm and fuzzy. With a meow and a little squeak, Ser Pounce-a-Lot padded into the mage's lap and promptly curled up.
"It looks as though someone else is wanting of your attention," she said with a soft laugh.
One of his brows arched. "Someone else?" A little smile pulled at his lips.
She just smiled in return, tucking a few strands of hair behind her ear. It certainly wasn't lost on her that his eyes followed the gesture before returning to watching her.
"I thought to ask you," he said after a few more minutes of silence, "if you'd be interested in accompanying me to the city. Near as I can recall, you haven't been there yet and Elissa pulled rank on me and is sending me there to take care of a few things. If you're interested. It'll be a journey of a couple of days, but somehow I don't think that's a problem for you." He smiled.
Leliana thought for a moment over the invitation. It would be a good opportunity for her to finally visit Amaranthine proper and, well, though they were going there on what was likely Warden business, she had a feeling that Anders wouldn't be asking if he didn't have something in mind. At least, that's what she was hoping.
"I think I'd like that."
"Really? I'll make the extra preparations, then. I just hope telling you I'm supposed to be leaving tomorrow isn't too soon?"
The sheepish look on his face made her laugh again. "I'll be fine. In fact, given how much I know you love mornings, I'd make a wager that I might even be ready before you."
"Hmm, and what would the wager be?" He was giving her a cocky look, coupled with arched brows.
"As a rule, I never gamble like that among friends, so why don't we keep it simple. The loser has to buy the winner," she thought for a moment, "two drinks."
"You have yourself a wager, my lady." He stuck out his hand and the two of them shook on it. "Come on, Pounce. We'd best turn in early if we're going to win ourselves some free ale."
She found herself laughing at that as well, though he wasn't in a hurry to rush off. Gathering up the kitten in one arm, he held out his hand to her, helping her to her feet and then bending down to pick up the blanket as well.
"See you in the morning, Anders. Bright and early," she teased as they finally parted.
Though it was late, she took a little time to at least begin packing, that way she could give herself a bit of a head start for the morning. Thinking about their playful bet, she couldn't help but giggle to herself as she readied for bed, finding herself too excited to sleep for a time. When she finally did slip into slumber, it was to more smiles and even more playful thoughts.