Don't worry norzz some of us will wait and be loyal to you, it's kind of fucked up a patreon of yours did that, but I think it's also your mistake that you would trust someone over the internet for something like this. Either way, I hope this doesn't affect your future prospects as remember that 99% of people still follow you, it's only that 1% asshole (who released your patch) are the ones you should throw out.
P.S- Don't feel pressured by others to the point where you don't want to do this kind of thing anymore, if anything you should remember you hold 100% power here as this is purely a volunteer thing. You owe us nothing and that's why I can't fathom why dumbasses are insulting someone who's volunteering to give them a gift. It's like complaining about free money, they're just fucking retarded. Anyways, like I said, the majority of us still will follow your wishes, and it's the only assholes that are vocal and scream the loudest, please remember this.