Re: The Reputation Hilarity/Insanity thread
But I don't have a conspiracy theory~! X(
If I did, I think I'd be aware of it..
I mean, you don't see ufo-watchers denying that they believe in a conspiracy, they're PROUD of it! They like people knowing that they believe in something no one else does.. To them, it's a hidden knowledge, and they think they're cool for having acquired it.
I don't do that, I have no conspiracy theories..
I know how the social systems works, how forums sort've turn into high school, and human beings do tend to bud off into groups or clicks.. But that's not a conspiracy.. That's just common knowledge..
What frustrates me is how you all just sort've react like.. Well.. THIS!..
The whole "What's he talking about? Oooh, he's just immature and crazy..." thing..
It's discouraging to not even be able to make a remark about something I have a problem with or am curious about directly regarding people without getting shot down.. I mean.. Me?.. Yeah I'm sensitive, and plenty of you tell me all the time that maybe I should grow a thicker skin, but what's with everyone always jumping down my case?.. I don't act any more or less arrogant than ANY of you!.. So why pounce on ME, when one of YOU guys makes a slightly-threatening remark directly regarding a group of people, I NEVER see a bunch of people randomly jump on your case...
And don't give me that "Well whenever we do it, it's usually got a good reason behind it" bullshit.. A social inquiry, is a social inquiry.. There's no good ones, there's no bad ones.. It's just an inquiry, and you're supposed to give it an answer, not hit it with a rolled-up newspaper and laugh at it..
It's not like I enjoy arguing with people.. If I did, I'd do it in a chatroom, or an online game, where that sort've stuff really pisses people off..
I just get frustrated and confused, and whenever I expect an explanation, instead, I get a bunch of YOU people, yes, YOU... PEOPLE.. Not just other people, not just certain people, but YOU PEOPLE.. Picking on me.. You know who you are, and you know why you do it... I have allies, but I don't have enemies.. People can choose to hate me, but I refuse to hate anyone..
Misunderstanding or conspiracy theories or schizophrenia or what, that's all there is to it.. I don't just randomly pop in and insult people.. And if I do, well fuck, I'm sorry, okay?.. That was never my intention, and it never will be..
I originally came in here just to say "I've learned to never give neg-reps since doing so to someone with high-rep never turns out well, even if I've got a good reason.".. But then everyone just piled on me barking about how stupid I was..
I was saying that in a proud manner, as in I was saying I was starting to assimilate, and act more positively.. I didn't mean it as some arrogant remark.. That's why I typed it the way I did.. For fucks sake.. I'm not schizophrenic at all.. I think all YOU guys are.. o_o
Look, fine, to end the argument I'll stop posting on this damn thread again.. If anyone really cares about what I think, or wants to tell me something actually important, and not just "Bla bla bla your stupid and crazy" again, PM me..
Honestly.. I make 1 post, 5 of you people show up every time...
If I'm the fire, you're the fuel.. And you've got one hell of a fuel depot down here..