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Re: Nigeria, Africa.
Unlike before, Roger felt even more distant from his comrades than ever. He wasn't even sure if he should call them comrades. He knew comrades were supposed to look out for one another, to protect, and trust each other. But, from what he saw, they very much didn't need his help, and he doubted, when it came down to it, the smart mouthed, English woman would lend him a hand, and he was fairly certain that the other blond girl would sooner flee than assist. He didn't look down upon that trait, as he himself bears that in a way. However, he knew he couldn't trust... Anyone, to watch his back.
Sitting alone, Sarah assisting, Roger relaxed inside the transport craft. At least, as much as he could. He couldn't shake the constant feeling of being alone, the feeling that, should he be in danger, he'd have only himself to rely on. Despite how much he believed that was the case, he never really was alone until he joined the organization. Even in Georgia, he always knew, should he need help, there'd be someone ready to help him.
Roger lifted his hand, and looked at it. It was trembling slightly. "Man... I'm nervous as hell..." he thought, "I can only hope that I can convince them to give me solo jobs. I can't stand being around people like this... Not even people..." Roger swallowed a lump in his throat, "And the worst part is, I'm not in any position to be making demands. They could easily tell me to go fuck myself if I asked to go solo. I might end up working with these freaks for years... Provided I live that long... I know they will. Monsters like them are a lot harder to kill than a normal man."
Roger sighed, and shook his head. He looked over to Chris, and in his own mind, hoped that the man had answers he didn't before, or didn't say. If Roger could find out why, why he was brought into this, then maybe he might understand. From where he was sitting, it was a perfect spot to speak in private, but given how the insane scientist English woman was close to Chris, Roger couldn't expect to chat with the man without the woman at best hearing, at worst interrupting with an ignorant comment, or statement.
With the auto pilot on, Roger felt Chris could leave the cockpit, although he'd admit, Roger knew nothing about aircraft. "Hey, Chris," Roger said in a voice loud enough for the man to hear, "I need to ask you a personal question... Could you come over here?" he asked in a rather neutral tone, seemingly devoid of any of the emotion that any of the others would have seen before.
Unlike before, Roger felt even more distant from his comrades than ever. He wasn't even sure if he should call them comrades. He knew comrades were supposed to look out for one another, to protect, and trust each other. But, from what he saw, they very much didn't need his help, and he doubted, when it came down to it, the smart mouthed, English woman would lend him a hand, and he was fairly certain that the other blond girl would sooner flee than assist. He didn't look down upon that trait, as he himself bears that in a way. However, he knew he couldn't trust... Anyone, to watch his back.
Sitting alone, Sarah assisting, Roger relaxed inside the transport craft. At least, as much as he could. He couldn't shake the constant feeling of being alone, the feeling that, should he be in danger, he'd have only himself to rely on. Despite how much he believed that was the case, he never really was alone until he joined the organization. Even in Georgia, he always knew, should he need help, there'd be someone ready to help him.
Roger lifted his hand, and looked at it. It was trembling slightly. "Man... I'm nervous as hell..." he thought, "I can only hope that I can convince them to give me solo jobs. I can't stand being around people like this... Not even people..." Roger swallowed a lump in his throat, "And the worst part is, I'm not in any position to be making demands. They could easily tell me to go fuck myself if I asked to go solo. I might end up working with these freaks for years... Provided I live that long... I know they will. Monsters like them are a lot harder to kill than a normal man."
Roger sighed, and shook his head. He looked over to Chris, and in his own mind, hoped that the man had answers he didn't before, or didn't say. If Roger could find out why, why he was brought into this, then maybe he might understand. From where he was sitting, it was a perfect spot to speak in private, but given how the insane scientist English woman was close to Chris, Roger couldn't expect to chat with the man without the woman at best hearing, at worst interrupting with an ignorant comment, or statement.
With the auto pilot on, Roger felt Chris could leave the cockpit, although he'd admit, Roger knew nothing about aircraft. "Hey, Chris," Roger said in a voice loud enough for the man to hear, "I need to ask you a personal question... Could you come over here?" he asked in a rather neutral tone, seemingly devoid of any of the emotion that any of the others would have seen before.