Re: The Ranting/Debate Thread
Birthday related rant time.
I turned another year older and these days I really haven't had fun with anything, save for coming here. Everybody around me are, for the most part, jackasses, so I wouldn't be a social butterfly even if I wanted to. I really shouldn't be worrying about this, seeing as how young I still am, but... Am I even going to have anymore fun in my life? I'm being told to work and study and I'll live a happy life. Am I really going to be happy? The more I work, the more work I'll be expected to do. My parents says to do what I want to do in life, but life really doesn't work like that. I think I can count on my hands how many people who're actually doing what they want in life. And that's because they didn't have high expectations to begin with.
And yes I always hear the whole "keep working and you WILL achieve your goal". I'm holding you to that. If I never reach my goal, it's on your ass. I don't want to live a life of boredom. I hated being told by my parents to sit down and study the entire day without doing anything because that was BORING. Other than having a deeper understanding and appreciation of our nation's history, why do I want to know that Stephen Austin was the leader of the then-Mexican territory land of Texas and later became one of the military leaders in the Mexican Revolution? (Yes I actually knew that by heart and I ask myself why)
I guess I just want to say that no matter how much motivational shpiel I hear about living life to the fullest, in the end it's just not achievable. Living life to the fullest these days means you're a leech who thrives off of other people's hard work. Of course this depends on your definition of "life to the fullest", but in general, I think living life to the fullest means having a carefree life, doing what you want. If everybody did that, we'd all be dead because nobody would work. There has to be a bottom that supports us all, and damn it I'm probably it.
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