I hate being emotional.
I also hate that when I introduce my best friend to my friends, she becomes better friends with them than I am.
I hate that her hurting is cause for more worry than me hurting. I hate that my roommate would rather spend time with her to make her feel better, than with me even though I'm getting progressively worse. I hate that her problems are making me so goddamn selfish that I can't suck it up and be happy for her that she does have a lot of friends.
I just wish mine would be better friends to me than they're being right now...