Sounds like he undertook the main issue most artists and creators have, they tried to create things they didn't like. Much like anything you don't like, you need to work yourself into it, these biases, walls in a box, have to be opened panel by panel, before you can see yourself at minimum not giving a shit, at most enjoying it as well. If you rush into shit, you're going to get all dirty. Ah well, I was looking forward to an impregnation addition to this creation, but it's fine if the plate we're given doesn't have everything you want. Life rarely ever does...